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x My intrests
Some of my intrests include animes such as Haikyuu and Toradora! I also enjoy various kpop girl groups like Blackpink and Twice. I am an avid reader and love exploring new books in different genre, although there are some I told myself I would not allow myself to read like dark romance and fantasy mainly because I have never enjoyed a single book I have picked up from the genre. My favorite animal is an orca. My love for orcas began after watching Blackfish in the sixth grade.

x dairy entry
Today Fri Aug 22 Link
I wanted to make this as a place to act sort of like an online diary or a blog. Today is Friday. Usually I would celebrate the end of the week but after the week I had, I simply cannot bring myself to do it. See recently I had started a new job working at a warehouse the was shortlived. While I was working at home I could have allowed myself that sort of behavior, at this new place I can't. It was a lousy idea on my part. Only setting myself back. The job was not ideal, regardless I have no pushed back the time for me to leave my temporary home. I am incredibly dissappionted in myself and I assume others are too. If that wasn't bad enough, I am currently in debt with my local library. Waterdamaging the books is a 23 dollar charge I will remember this so I know to be more careful in the future. Paying it back next week.

x my current food obsessions
  • Grilled Cheese
  • Ramen
  • Spicy chips


x what i am listening to
Unfortunetly have not been able to stop listening to corridos and musica nortena. El mil amores has been on repeat the entire week.

x what i am reading
Finishing: Vanishing World, a world where sex and love fade into obscurity and technology takes over. This is my third book by this author. The way she goes about getting her point across facinates me. When she writes, she makes sure to keep it as distubring as the real world and does not waste her time with flowery language. Starting: A Good Happy Girl, the book has hooked me in by the lack of male characters. I am teleported into a world where women are the focus. So far I am loving it! Only on page 25.

x the concept of choice
There are very little things in the world I hate as much as having to make a choice. It makes me want to skin myself alive and eat the dead skin I scaraped. What fills me with furry is that no choice is every mine. I will always be influenced by something wether it be society, the enviornment I am, the people I am around or simply the opinios I have absorbed from other's on the interned. One day I will work on decentering what other's think and focus on what I belive. One day... just not yet.

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x the essays of the weeks
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